i choose not to fall in love, i couldnt…because then i wouldnt be able to bare all the pain, because then i wouldnt be able to accept the fact that no, he could never be mine.
he already belongs to someone else, someone sweet and of his kind, someone i could never be — not in a billion years; and so, i stood there in the middle of the road (no it wasnt raining, but it was a little dark) while he walks away, her hand in his.
slowly i turned away, walked the other direction, away from him, away from her. i know he loves her — no matter what he says, i can feel that he loves her too much. i had to let go, turn away, move onto my own and never ever look back.
…i am now on my own in this cold, dark and damp road…
———> ugh! i missed that one cab and then; (screaming from the top of my lungs) CAAAAABB!!!
April 08, 2009, 4:17am
