October 2011
1 post
December 2010
3 posts
sometimes you just choose not to see things as how they are because they hurt. maybe it is better to just stay in your own little world just so you’d feel safe.
this is what i feel right now :
there you are in the midst of my fairy tale, my wonderful prince charming promising himself to someone else…
you know that moment when you think you’ve got it all, that finally things are in their right places and just so perfect in your little wonderful world? and then some bitch comes along to slap you right back into bitter reality.
August 2010
1 post
i was half-awake when you touched my hair and kissed me gently on the forehead. i have never felt so loved before, i have never felt it so real and it scares the shit out of me so don’t do it again.
June 2010
1 post
“I never made a fool of anyone, they just managed to make a fool of themselves.”
December 2009
3 posts
i want to run away —-
i thought i could do it, i thought i could love — but then, here comes the bitter reality as usual and i was left alone once more.
i was afraid of anything he could offer and everything he could not. i was afraid to love him a little way too much, i was weak — and i just can’t accept it, i can’t live with the fact that here is a boy offering...
i knew i was wrong when i fell in love with someone else when i was supposed to be madly in love with you. yes, i have given up something wonderful for something real — i had to — just so i can save myself from you.
it was over, you told me to back off and i did but of course i cannot deny the fact that i miss you terribly — you werent just my lover, you were a good friend and...
I am a girl who is confused about things regarding life. I have too many questions, too much to say, or too many ideas to ponder about. Let me tell you something about myself:
· I am a very spontaneous person – meaning I do crazy stuff and most of the time, suffer a great deal of consequences.
· No, I don’t have any regrets – because at that very moment that I am doing...
November 2009
4 posts
“If I ask you to run away with me, right there and then, would you?
...”
“I wish you would go out of your way for me.”
I’ve finally learned how to let go of your hand. And you have decided to slowly drift away from me. (you actually think that’s a good idea?) well, people have their reasons and our reason is not because our love died but because it just kept on burning at the wrong circumstances.
I am sorry — I always tend to lose my grip when holding someone else’s hand starts to make me...
i wanted to know how deep was his love, i wanted to find out how much he could handle, i needed to know if he could handle me. he said he loves me, said he would never hurt me (which is what most of them say anycase), he said he wouldn’t leave me — so, i hurt him. a pain inflicted not upon his heart but right through his soul; yes, i ripped him apart, hurt him the way he would never...
October 2009
1 post
yes, i have finally let go and i would never deny the fact that i still look back on all those memories, on the laughters and weird experiences that we had. he made me feel alive, he made me want to run away with him but then we have made our choices and its just a matter of sticking up to it.
i dont want to think of all the what ifs and regrets. this is the way it should be and this is the...
April 2009
45 posts
“Why did you made me believe that we have a chance?”
“It’s so sad to have a beginning and an end and all the time in the middle...”
“Sometimes the words that are not spoken are the truest words of all…they...”
“Vodka and a Hammer. I need a Vodka and a Hammer.”
“why he doesnt love me the way i love him”
He says he loves me and that he cares deeply for me –
Why is it then that I can’t seem to have the heart to believe all his crap?
“I enjoy sex…who doesn’t?”
...
i choose not to fall in love, i couldnt…because then i wouldnt be able to bare all the pain, because then i wouldnt be able to accept the fact that no, he could never be mine.
he already belongs to someone else, someone sweet and of his kind, someone i could never be — not in a billion years; and so, i stood there in the middle of the road (no it wasnt raining, but it was a little...
“Easy is an adjective used to describe a woman who has the sexual morals of a...”
– —so its not really a bad thing. ;)
Nancy Linn-Desmond (via inspirings) (via enamour)
“Human males taste more like rabbit than the females… and they stick in...”
– A Midsummer Night’s Dream
“Mortals never did understand the price. They only see the prize, their hearts...”
– A Midsummer Night’s Dream
“I like the way colors taste. Except I don’t like crimsons… or...”
– In Which We Wake
“Kill it. Kill it now. Kill it before it breaks your heart.”
– In Which A Wake Is Held
You’ll find me again one day, gorging myself of my victim’s blood, for I am the type of person you might not want to forget.
“What’s the name of the word for the precise moment when you realize that...”
– Brief Lives
“On the empty street, a corpse lay, waiting for the cart to take it to the plague...”
– Brief Lives
“She’ll phone you up, and hang around your house. When you ask her to leave...”
– Brief Lives
“When you say words a lot they don’t mean anything. Or maybe they...”
– Brief Lives
“The present I won with my ticket is in the box. I go to open it. The baby smells...”
– Lullabies of Broadway
“Listen blood of my blood, although im a hard man to anger, and i love you...”
– The Hunt
“She was deathly afraid, for though she loved him, she knew this was not meant to...”
– Tales in the Sand
“I told him that there was always freedom, even the ultimate freedom. the freedom...”
– Lucifer
on love
It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…
You give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it. They do...
“All journeys leave marks on us”
– Seven
“Honesty is a somewhat overrated virtue.”
– Four
“I dont recommend revenge…it tends to have repercussions.”
– Three
“I think I fell in love with her, a little bit. isn’t that dumb? but it was...”
– The Golden Boy
“She places the cold metal barb of her hook onto the surface of her eye. And then...”
– Brief Lives
“One for sorrow,
Two for joy,
Three for a girl,
Four for a boy
Five for...”
– Parliament of Rooks
“Wishes are sometimes best left ungranted.”
– The Hunt
“It is sometimes a mistake to climb; it is always a mistake never even to make...”
– Fear of Falling
“Its a part of growing up, I suppose. You always have to leave something behind...”
– Edwin Paine Episode 4 