“If I ask you to run away with me, right there and then, would you?
NO…Who the fuck do you think you are?
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November 10, 2009, 2:46am
I’ve finally learned how to let go of your hand. And you have decided to slowly drift away from me. (you actually think that’s a good idea?) well, people have their reasons and our reason is not because our love died but because it just kept on burning at the wrong circumstances.
I am sorry — I always tend to lose my grip when holding someone else’s hand starts to make me feel happy and secure.
You know how I am and you know how i just love chaos.
November 10, 2009, 2:44am
i wanted to know how deep was his love, i wanted to find out how much he could handle, i needed to know if he could handle me. he said he loves me, said he would never hurt me (which is what most of them say anycase), he said he wouldn’t leave me — so, i hurt him. a pain inflicted not upon his heart but right through his soul; yes, i ripped him apart, hurt him the way he would never imagine anyone is actually capable of doing, i made him fall apart.
and then, there he was, right by my door — broken and still miserably in love with me. he uttered the words : “i told you i wouldn’t leave you, i told you i love you and i meant it…despite everything, despite the pain, despite your stupid games, despite you being a bitch.”
and then, there i was, speechless; thinking that yeah, this one really does love me.
November 10, 2009, 2:29am
yes, i have finally let go and i would never deny the fact that i still look back on all those memories, on the laughters and weird experiences that we had. he made me feel alive, he made me want to run away with him but then we have made our choices and its just a matter of sticking up to it.
i dont want to think of all the what ifs and regrets. this is the way it should be and this is the right thing to do. this is the end for both of us and i guess we’ll just have to keep on moving forward.
October 27, 2009, 11:08am
keep doing this over and over…fuck.
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Reblogged from Killing Bambi.
April 22, 2009, 1:09am
“It’s so sad to have a beginning and an end and all the time in the middle — empty.”
April 20, 2009, 3:52am
“Sometimes the words that are not spoken are the truest words of all…they hurt.”
April 20, 2009, 3:51am
He says he loves me and that he cares deeply for me –
Why is it then that I can’t seem to have the heart to believe all his crap?
April 12, 2009, 3:33am
